HUZZAH! I finnaly remembered my password and username! but theres a good and bad part.
GOOD: Im not depressed anymore.
BAD: My depression was my muse.
sooooooooo, i dunno. i havnt tried writing since i was hospitalized. so i dunno. ill try and hopefully Rammstein or Panic! can help me rekindle my youth. so yea.
HELLO!!! to everyone who actually looks at this page and drop me a note if you wanna talk!
OK! Finnaly! one new deviation and more to come! Im actually typing things up again so ill just get all my old depressed poetry up now then ill start work on some new stuff. And mabey..... juuuuuust mabey..... i write a conclution to the Mettalic Underground. but i gotta get inspired first so yeah.
Sorry about not updating. not like anyone reads my stuff anyway. i got a Mac notebook laptop so im all mobile now. I'll get some stuff up soon, just gotta stop being sick. XP
Sorry i havnt been around for a while. I was hospitalized for severe depression and self mutilation. Ive been in there for about a week but im out now. Im doing much better and im taking happypills. So dont worry about me, ill be just fine.